What am I doing here?
Monday, June 7, 2010
Yeah, that's what I'm wondering.
Hmm, Tumblr kind of stopped working. So yeah.
...
Oh wait, it's working now. Haha.
Bye.
silencedheart.tumblr.com
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Yeah. I've moved. ;)
I don't want to think anymore.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I love you. But I'm letting go.
While everyone else is off having their Mother Tongue Midyear Exams right now, I'm at home thinking of something to do with my time. I'm exempted from Mother Tongue, so I don't have to take the stupid exam along with my other classmates. Hah, be JEALOUS.
Anyway, I've been thinking of creating a Tumblr. It looks sooo awesome and wayyy better then Blogger. I mean Blogger is cool, too. It's just that I think Tumblr is cooler. :> Hehe.
I'm going to meet Regan, Ralph and Winny later in AMK library. We're going to "study" for tomorrow's papers. Yeh, it worries me that Regan and Winny will be there. I doubt we're ever gonna get anything done because of those two. Bleah. Might as well get prepared for the worst.
YES. Maths Paper 1, English Papers 1 & 2, Literature paper down. Science, Geography, History, Art and Maths Paper 2 to go. Oh yeah.
I think I love you.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Up until now, I had sworn to myself that I'm content with
loneliness. Because none of it was ever worth the risk.
You are the only exception. ♥
YES. I think I'm back on track.
I just might be able to pull up my grades by acing my midyears. Hah. I've been studying quite a lot so I guess I'll be able to make it. :)
Boring day today. Well, more like the same as usual. Meaning boring. And I just happen to want to elaborate more, so I shall.
Lessons were a bit strained because it was like all the teachers were rushing through their lessons. We copied a shitload of notes for Biology. But it was fine because I luuurve Biology. And then we had English. Hmm...English... Okay to be honest I don't really know what Mrs Mak was talking about. I was a bit distracted. Haha. So if I flunk my English midyears, I'd know why. Next we had Mother Tongue. Slacking session. Sweet. I reviewed my Chemistry notes and for the last 15 minutes of the lesson, dozed off. Hey, at least I did something productive...ish. -.-
Thennn it was finally recess. Finally. Didn't eat much. Mostly just sat around doing nothing when I was supposed to do... my duty as a councilor (which is also just doing nothing only it's worse 'cause firstly, you don't get to sit down and secondly, you look like a moron in the process). Ah whatever. Then I had Physics next. Did some practice worksheet on Electricity. Blah, nothing interesting. Except that the wholeee time Sean was stepping on my foot. He wasn't wearing his shoe. But he was like shaking his leg while his foot was on my foot. I mean, can you imagine how uncomfortable that is? Geez. Anyway, the last two periods I had was Drama. A complete yawn, seriously. We were s'posed to prepare a skit for our showing tomorrow but my group consisted of Ming Jie, Raynold, Jiajun and Chor Peng. So duh, how do you think we could work on our showing? Ming Jie kept harassing me. He wouldn't shut up. Raynold kept calling Chor Peng gay and Jiajun...well, to me he was just being a pain. No offense or anything. Our group slacked 90% of the lesson and did some pathetic work during the other 10%. Haha.
I stayed back with Regan to wait for Ralph so the three of us could study together. Hidayah was there, too. Anyway, after Ralph was finished with...whatever it was that he had to stay back for, the three of us went to his place and studied. Well, Ralph and I did most of the studying. Regan was just using the laptop. He thinks he's so smart, no need to study. -.- zzz. Anyway, went home at 5 something.
Okay, I think I've said enough. Haha. So yeah. S'laters.
Save me.
Saturday, May 8, 2010

I walked away from it all.
Exams are coming.
I ought to start studying already. I mean I keep telling myself that but it never happens. I just do not have any self-discipline.
I'm getting worse, day by day. I'm losing my focus. I'm lacking concentration. I'm getting more and more distracted. I can't think straight anymore. My grades are dropping and if I don't do anything about it, fast, I'm going to continue to go down. Ughh. Screw this.
I don't know what's the matter with me, I swear. Maybe there's just a lot on my mind right now. Sigh.
I need help. I'm drowning and someone has got to save me and pull me up to the surface...fast.